Imaginary BetrayalThere is no such thing as happily ever afters.WhispersFromAnArtist
Prince charming isn't going to come save you,
So you might as well climb out of your tower and start living your life.
There are no such things as fairy godmothers,
whatever wish you were hoping to make true will only happen because of you.
Magic doesn't exists, its just a fairytale.
Fairy tales aren't real.
All the wonders of the imagination only create heartbreaking disappointments.
No matter how much you want something to be real, there are some things that just won't be.
At times...I wish I could rip the imagination from my head, so that my heart might be spared.
Everything I love doesn't exist, we live in a world of harsh realities.
Some days, my heart just can't bare it and folds in on itself.
Those days are always the loneliest, so cold and gray.
Imagination....I wish you were more than just an escape.
I wish we could have said HelloI passed you in a hardware store today,WhispersFromAnArtist
only it was not really you.
I know this,
because it would be impossible.
But as I stood there with my grandfather,
I could not help but glance "your" way...
and feel that old, familiar feeling.
He was as tall as you,
or at least from what I can remember.
But I doubt he had your eyes,
I don't know if they were even blue.
The whole thing is ridiculous I know..
One dayOne day, I will no longer care.WhispersFromAnArtist
One day, I will no longer feel.
One day, I will no longer need you in my life.
I will wake up and start over.
One day, I will no longer need your words.
One day, I will no longer need to feel your presence.
One day, I will no longer need your "love"
I will be the person I never wanted to be.
You tear me up into pieces in ways I never knew you could.
Apparently...the armor I adorn is no good after all.
My immunity...a lie.
One day, I will not have to cry over you.
One day, I will not wish to ever see you again.
How I wish that were today.
Cruelly, I will keep believing your lies.
Sadly, I seem unable to learn from the bruises that blacken my heart.
Unfairly, I will keep hanging on to something that I should let go.
For all the love I ever gave, all the words I ever shared, and all the time I ever wasted on you...
I have nothing to show for it except this broken heart.
I deserve to feel this way,
for there is only myself to
My PhantomYou always come to me when I least expect it.WhispersFromAnArtist
Have I thought of you that much lately?
Or is it that you have been thinking of me?
I am not sure I believe in Heaven, or an afterlife at all.
I think its a romantic/comforting way to think of you,
still with me...
watching over me...
waiting for me.
I feel as though I have moved on.
I have loved again and continued on with my life.
I have not forgotten, but I do not grieve.
there are certain parts of me that will always be forever weak,
and with just the right tug on the right heartstring,
tears still fall for the loss of something so precious.
I will always miss you.
I will always wish for you and wonder "what if".
I know I will love you endlessly,
this phantom of my history.
What to say....well, I am a traditional artist, preferring watercolor pencils and wood burning. Sometimes I like to mix the two I am not the greatest but I have improved a lot over the years.|
Aliehs Slade is my fursona, so you guessed it...I like to draw "animal people"
Art is something I enjoy very much, and what I consider to be my only real talent. I am painfully shy and have a bit of social anxiety when around large groups of people but I am always open and willing to make new acquaintances!
Aside from art, I greatly enjoy watching movies, anime, and listening to music.
(My greatest influence in the furry world and still favorite artist to this day.)
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