*Ripping the hair out and laughing uncontrolably*

Well, its been a little while, I guess it is time for a journal entry.

I am still working on my commissions, just very slowly. I really wish I could hurry up and get them done because there are two projects I would really like to get more involved in.

#1. My story.
#2. Some personal artwork.

I have been role-playing with a new friend I have aquired through GaiaOnline. I recently did some commission work for him and well, I was just so excited about his character that we just got on the subject of my story and decided to run with the idea of making his character my characters new partner. So, I have been busy role-playing with him and trying to get a job, which I have succeeded in.

It is ironic how I can't seem to draw a thing when I have all the time in the world, and then as soon as I get busy I want to draw all the time but can't be happy with any of it. I think pressure has a lot to do with that. I am horrible when it comes to dealing with stress and pressure. Bleh!

So, I am hoping to get more art done. Perhaps getting a job after 6 months will be enough to make me motivated again. I can't believe I ever managed to feel ok when I was unemployed all those years before my 1st job. Ever since I left me last one and was at home for the last 6 months I felt absolutely worthless, so much so that there were times I just slept the day away because I didn't want to be awake. But, with some therapy and new found encouragement, I am trying me best.

Thats about it for now. Visit me on Myspace or GaiaOnline if you'd like!
GaiaOnline username: aliehs slade

The Silver One